Hey All. So to be honest here Ive been struggling with my beliefs, I know they are true I cannot deny what I believe. However, I have these beliefs in a sovereign God one who sent His Son to die for His Children, whom he choose and called, who is in control over all things yet what do I do now?
For a few years I came here, discussed various viewpoints, read my Bible and learned about theology. God opened my eyes and revealed to me His gospel truths. But I still feel lost... I still seem to want to say is this all their is? There's gotta be more to life than this.
I just feel like Im missing something.. and I cant figure out what it is. I went from this religion who did so much together, went to church twice a week. Prayed with others, discussed books of the Bible, worshiped together, etc. Now Im in a religion where I feel distant and alone.. that if I dont have a question about the core theological beliefs that there's nothing more to talk about.
I know thats not true.. there's so many things in the Bible from how we are to behave to how we serve God. But maybe I am mistaken, it seems we dont really do much? or least talk about how we serve God and others. I know there is more i need to know I just cant figure out what it is. I want to come on here and have rich conversations with my brothers in the Lord, but to be honest the site seems dry. But I have no church in my area, there are some but hours away.. this is my only connection to believers besides facebook.
Any thoughts on what I should study now? Is all their is to life is the knowledge of the Gospel once that is understood there's nothing to discuss? I mean just seems like the same discussions over and over on here. I hope Im making sense because its sometimes hard for me to put into writing what Ive been thinking.
I guess its like this... if all this is true then why am I so alone and not out proclaiming Gods Word, or doing things that the disciples did? It seems like a lonely journey with God, and Im very relational. I miss relations with God's people that it almost makes my truths seem pointless and meaningless. Sorry if Im too open... or if Im the only one who asks these questions then its ok to just move on from this thread.