Listen to BG and all the TV/radio preachers. There is no sovereign Creator preached. For example, BG's program sings, "God has the whole world in His hands; the little tiny baby, the sinner man, you and me brother, etc." then he closes the program with a freewill choice. This is pure trashy lying double-talk! "God is sovereign, only if you let Him," is the contradictory message.
We are all like Adam and Eve by creation - Rebels. God created rebels so that He will have mercy on His elect and damnation on the reprobates. Do the dead, i.e., the spiritually dead, know that they are dead? Eph. 2:1-3 & Eph 4:17-19? Not until we know Jesus and are made alive, do we then look back and see our past dead estate, John 5:19-27.
You believe what you can or what God gives you or what you call freewill choice. But I believe, trust, and obey Jesus via the Bible. AND that message is clear even though philosophers try to twist it, Mat. 24:22-28.