If you are walking in darkness... If you can't understand the things of God and you know we get like that and we do in the ministry. And sometimes we don't realize the light we've had until it's taken away. Just take it for granted. The Lord gives one text after another and you can open up and you can preach from it. But then when the Lord comes and he makes the whole Bible as if you can't find a single text in it. And it's completely dark and you can't understand one passage or another passage.